finally, i saw them seeing it…
Thursday, November 8th, 2007after for so loooooooong not be able to blog, due to the fact that this web had been blocked b the IIU, i finally come back….hahaha… i somehow dont know how to describe this…but the thing is, it is just so unbelievable that finally IIU decided not to block friendster anymore…hahaha…why ek? some say becoz they dont have money anymore to pay the ‘penapis’ punya company…hmm..tau pun…membazir je tindakan tuh! same say its becoz what used to be haram before (in the eys of IIU), are not haram anymore, kot? i suppose…hhmm..how impressive…hahaha….
neway i think that i’ll not be using this blog anymore after this…malas la nak pikir, kejap kena blok kejap tak…and suprisingly (me myself) i now have my own new blog…but sorry i just think that its not time yet for the new blog to viewed by public…let me have my own sweet time first posting what i like before i allow it to be viewed and commented on by others (well at least by certain group of people)….hahahaha…oh yea dont worry…if u think that i’m crazy, yes i am…hahaha…its becoz i’m having a crisis now….
a crisis…
i have only one more paper to go, PP II , which is on this coming 10th november…cant wait to finish it! cant wait to have my long loooong ample time to be wasted doing things i like most, and not thinking about cases, statutes or even those legal scholars who love competing among themselves showing whos are better at playing with words…
BUT then, the completion of that paper will mean that i’m not only finished my final exam but, it will also indicate that i’m no more an undergraduate student but a graduate!! oh no! i’m about to dive myself to the real challenging working life…? thats the prob…i’m now dying thinking of it…what will it take and how i’m gonna survive it? will i survive?
while some people come to me and say that its not yet the time to think of it, some will say its great..some say its horrible..some have no ideas…some just opt not to share it, while some other say that they just never have the opportunity to experience one! hmmm…
its really a badly mixed feelings…inextricably raging and smashing…the excitement and the eagerness that used to champion all the feelings accompanied my first day in IIU will now have their beat again to score me down with the facts that i’m graduating…huh!
whatever it is, just pray that i’ll make it…oh God please spare me your mercy and love…Amin…
(oh, about the heading, its just the best phrase that i could come out with while composing this entry…i know its irrelevant and a bit misleading, but then..who cares?!)
oddly,
-ood-
